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It’s amazing how quickly your concept of “normal” can change.

I can’t figure out how 6 weeks have flown by already…but at the same time it’s hard to believe a time existed when I didn’t know her.

Quinn Maelle was born at 8:29am April 30th, weighing 7lbs 13ozs. Going in to a scheduled C-Section is a very surreal experience. The idea of birth usually involves waking up in the middle of the night in labour, screaming the whole way to the hospital, etc…but that’s clearly not the way Quinn wanted to go about it. She preferred I have some time to calmly look forward to her arrival, gather my things at 4am and quietly make my way to the hospital.

If only I could’ve been calm.

With no distraction of labour pain, the drive to the hospital was the longest trip of my life….poor David trying to make conversation about mundane things so I don’t cry. At the hospital I had 3 hours to kill, sitting in a hospital bed…just waiting. We made jokes, I cried, we continued trying to narrow down the names list, I cried some more…then it was time. I was escorted by a nurse down the longest hallway imaginable (much like the drive), into what seemed like a movie set operating room. From that point on it was like I was looking at the whole experience from the outside.

From that moment on I was calm.

I can’t even write this down now without crying, but somehow at the time a sort of peaceful joy washed over me and I was able to just enjoy the experience.

The only thing I remember saying to the doctor as she came out was, “Is she little?”.  (I blame the drugs). He said, “Of course she’s little, she’s a baby”. Thanks.

I thought that as a photographer I’d rush home and start snapping pictures of her immediately, in a variety of ridiculous settings and outfits, but instead we just spent time adjusting to life and getting to know eachother. Luckily we did remember to grab a few shots along the way.

2 weeks old in dad’s arms:

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3 weeks old in her room. Clearly just humoring me.

Side note: When we were in Nashville for the wedding photographers convention in January we went to a little art gallery and ended up picking up 4 prints for her room. Jessica White is from North Carolina and does these gorgeous & perfectly odd wood block prints.

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In my arms at 4 weeks old.

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And what a change again, only a couple of short weeks later.

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People have been asking if it’s tough to go back to work and be away from her,  but I think I have the perfect career for “going back to work” postpartum. Photographing love has become even more enjoyable now that my heart has reached maximum squishiness.

Spending a full day documenting someone’s wedding, surrounded by all that love and emotion, has always made me extra happy to see David’s smiling face when I walk in the door.

Now, I have two smiling faces to look forward to.

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  • Jo & Gary
    June 12, 2010

    We had to tell you, Jana, that these are wonderful pictures. We also think you write very well. It was a pleasure to see what you have shared.

    Reply
  • Beth
    June 13, 2010

    Well I wish & had the words that you do…all I can say is that this is such a beautiful tribute to little Quinn & her wonderful parents too!

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  • fran chelico
    June 15, 2010

    this totally melted my heart! your words were lovely and your daughter is adorable! congrats again to you and david

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  • Sarah
    June 22, 2010

    Beautiful. I love you!

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  • Melinda
    June 23, 2010

    Thank Britt for bragging on you and sending me over here to see your lovely, lovely photos. My goodness gracious, is your babe beautiful! How lucky for her that her mama is such an incredible photographer!

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Social media hasn't felt like the right place for me lately and I’ve decided to acknowledge it as a hiatus, so it doesn't just look like I've stopped working. The truth is it's been an unbearably hard 6 weeks.  It's felt like both an eternity, and a blink, all at the same time. On March 7 we very suddenly lost my dad, then 3 weeks later my brother-in-law. It's still hard to accept as I type it. These were two of the funniest, wittiest, most generous people you could ever know, and yet we lost them both to suicide. 

I saw my dad every weekend, smiling and laughing, puns on point as a top notch grandpa. But he was taught from a young age that he wasn't good enough to receive love from his parents. And 60 years of bottled up childhood trauma combined with chronic physical pain were clearly too much. The man who would absolutely drop everything (to a fault) to help someone else didn't know how to accept the same support from others. 

Now I'm left with nothing but what-ifs and if-onlys, but I'm learning that the love these men gave/received in our family kept them thriving for as long as they did. It's just so devastating to think that they didn't know how important they were, and what a huge hole they were leaving in our tight little crew. 

Because this is a business account, I haven't wanted to burden clients/colleagues with my personal trauma. And the stigma of suicide makes it hard to discuss. But I've chosen to be transparent rather than a feed that doesn't feel authentic to where I'm at. I'm back to shooting a few sessions a week though, it's been helpful to keep my brain busy. 

If there's anything you can take from this, it's to please let people in. Your problems aren't a burden to the people who love you. And the more we share of ourselves, the more others will be willing to share with us. (I'll make an effort to practice what I preach).

Sharing this photo because my dad loved being my blossoms location scout. He would send me iphone photos from all over the city, letting me know which ones were ready. I always felt bad wasting his time, but Acts of Service was clearly his love language. ❤️

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Social media hasn't felt like the right place for me lately and I’ve decided to acknowledge it as a hiatus, so it doesn't just look like I've stopped working. The truth is it's been an unbearably hard 6 weeks. It's felt like both an eternity, and a blink, all at the same time. On March 7 we very suddenly lost my dad, then 3 weeks later my brother-in-law. It's still hard to accept as I type it. These were two of the funniest, wittiest, most generous people you could ever know, and yet we lost them both to suicide. I saw my dad every weekend, smiling and laughing, puns on point as a top notch grandpa. But he was taught from a young age that he wasn't good enough to receive love from his parents. And 60 years of bottled up childhood trauma combined with chronic physical pain were clearly too much. The man who would absolutely drop everything (to a fault) to help someone else didn't know how to accept the same support from others. Now I'm left with nothing but what-ifs and if-onlys, but I'm learning that the love these men gave/received in our family kept them thriving for as long as they did. It's just so devastating to think that they didn't know how important they were, and what a huge hole they were leaving in our tight little crew. Because this is a business account, I haven't wanted to burden clients/colleagues with my personal trauma. And the stigma of suicide makes it hard to discuss. But I've chosen to be transparent rather than a feed that doesn't feel authentic to where I'm at. I'm back to shooting a few sessions a week though, it's been helpful to keep my brain busy. If there's anything you can take from this, it's to please let people in. Your problems aren't a burden to the people who love you. And the more we share of ourselves, the more others will be willing to share with us. (I'll make an effort to practice what I preach). Sharing this photo because my dad loved being my blossoms location scout. He would send me iphone photos from all over the city, letting me know which ones were ready. I always felt bad wasting his time, but Acts of Service was clearly his love language. ❤️ #suicideawareness #suicideprevention #grief #cherryblossoms
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One of my faves from E&C's wedding day this past December, which squeaked through only 1 day before restrictions changed again, and all weddings were cancelled. Can't wait to deliver the full gallery soon!⁠ ⁠ perfect dress for throwing: @thebridalgallery⁠ flowers: @loiskeaneflowers⁠ ⁠ #savebcevents #reopenbcweddings #ubcboathousewedding #olympicoval #richmondoval #thebridalgallery #bridalgalleryweddingdress #covidweddingplanning #covidwedding #vancouverweddings #realcouplesofbc #rockymountainbride #intimatewedding
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Since the beginning I've been fully in support of whatever restrictions are needed. #bekindbecalmbesafe The issue currently though pretty much every sector EXCEPT the wedding & events industry has reopened, when some of these things seem MUCH more risky. (Thousands of screaming maskless fans at a hockey game, for example). ⁠
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There's been a lot of talk in the wedding industry these last few weeks over the devastating effect that Covid has had on our small events-related businesses over the last 2 years. We've all done a lot of adjusting, learning, and making sure we're constantly adapting to (and interpreting) new guidelines, keeping ourselves and our couples safe. ⁠ ⁠ Since the beginning I've been fully in support of whatever restrictions are needed. #bekindbecalmbesafe The issue currently though pretty much every sector EXCEPT the wedding & events industry has reopened, when some of these things seem MUCH more risky. (Thousands of screaming maskless fans at a hockey game, for example). ⁠ ⁠ It's been almost exactly 1 year since I was interviewed by @ctvvancouver "More uncertainty in Wedding Industry", and sadly almost the exact same interview could be given today. ⁠ ⁠ I think @smittenevents put it better than I could myself: "We understand the importance of the rules & restrictions. We understand and respect the strain Covid has put on our healthcare workers and hospitals. We just want to be given the opportunity to reopen with safety plans in place, like every other industry". ⁠ ⁠ Some great local planners to follow for more thoughts on this:⁠ @spotlightevents @petitepearlevents @smittenevents⁠ ⁠ (Photo from a very safe small wedding @brixandmortarweddings this summer. Under 50 guests, no dancing, no mingling indoors without masks, plexi between tables, vaccinated). ⁠ ⁠ #reopenbcweddings #savebcevents #vancouverweddings #covidweddingplanning #bcweddings #bcweddingphotographer #vancouverweddingphotographer #brixvancouver
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What a November it’s been! People are clearly making up for lost time with events, and I’ve been lucky enough to be swamped with them. From outdoor holiday concerts, to awards nights, to bundled up family sessions during the rainiest month on record...it’s been an adventure! Off to shoot a fundraiser to support the awesome @mycckitchen today, then wrapping up the year next week with another holiday event and a wedding! Phew! So much thanks to all my clients this year, it’s been WAY more exciting than 2020. 📸 from the super fun 10yr vow renewal for the delightful head of @uniquelyyoubc She’s the best! . . . . . #minnekhadalodgewedding #minnekhadawedding #minnekhada #vancouverweddingphotographer #vancouvereventphotographer #vancouverheadshotphotographer #vancouverfamilyphotographer #covidweddingplanning #momentsovermountains #creativenetworkarc #realcouplesofbc #bcwedding #canonphotographer
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Here are some photos where the weather looks deceivingly pleasant. 😉

Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings 
Flowers: @westgateflowergarden 
Hair: @claraleungdesigns 
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Gown: @champagneandlace 
Officiant: @ceremoniesbyjoel 
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Oh my, THAT. WAS. A. DAY. 👏 I knew when I met Rince & Ken that they were a laid-back, fun couple... but they took on Covid wedding planning like champs and then laughed the whole day away through a rain/windstorm. So many things they planned had to change, and it didn't phase them ONE BIT. These are my people. 

Here are some photos where the weather looks deceivingly pleasant. 😉

Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings 
Flowers: @westgateflowergarden 
Hair: @claraleungdesigns 
MUA: @makeupbyjocetien 
Gown: @champagneandlace 
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Here are some photos where the weather looks deceivingly pleasant. 😉

Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings 
Flowers: @westgateflowergarden 
Hair: @claraleungdesigns 
MUA: @makeupbyjocetien 
Gown: @champagneandlace 
Officiant: @ceremoniesbyjoel 
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Oh my, THAT. WAS. A. DAY. 👏 I knew when I met Rince & Ken that they were a laid-back, fun couple... but they took on Covid wedding planning like champs and then laughed the whole day away through a rain/windstorm. So many things they planned had to change, and it didn't phase them ONE BIT. These are my people. 

Here are some photos where the weather looks deceivingly pleasant. 😉

Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings 
Flowers: @westgateflowergarden 
Hair: @claraleungdesigns 
MUA: @makeupbyjocetien 
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Oh my, THAT. WAS. A. DAY. 👏 I knew when I met Rince & Ken that they were a laid-back, fun couple... but they took on Covid wedding planning like champs and then laughed the whole day away through a rain/windstorm. So many things they planned had to change, and it didn't phase them ONE BIT. These are my people. 

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Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings 
Flowers: @westgateflowergarden 
Hair: @claraleungdesigns 
MUA: @makeupbyjocetien 
Gown: @champagneandlace 
Officiant: @ceremoniesbyjoel 
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Oh my, THAT. WAS. A. DAY. 👏 I knew when I met Rince & Ken that they were a laid-back, fun couple... but they took on Covid wedding planning like champs and then laughed the whole day away through a rain/windstorm. So many things they planned had to change, and it didn't phase them ONE BIT. These are my people. 

Here are some photos where the weather looks deceivingly pleasant. 😉

Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings 
Flowers: @westgateflowergarden 
Hair: @claraleungdesigns 
MUA: @makeupbyjocetien 
Gown: @champagneandlace 
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Here are some photos where the weather looks deceivingly pleasant. 😉

Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings 
Flowers: @westgateflowergarden 
Hair: @claraleungdesigns 
MUA: @makeupbyjocetien 
Gown: @champagneandlace 
Officiant: @ceremoniesbyjoel 
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Oh my, THAT. WAS. A. DAY. 👏 I knew when I met Rince & Ken that they were a laid-back, fun couple... but they took on Covid wedding planning like champs and then laughed the whole day away through a rain/windstorm. So many things they planned had to change, and it didn't phase them ONE BIT. These are my people. Here are some photos where the weather looks deceivingly pleasant. 😉 Venue: @goldeneaglegolfclubweddings Flowers: @westgateflowergarden Hair: @claraleungdesigns MUA: @makeupbyjocetien Gown: @champagneandlace Officiant: @ceremoniesbyjoel . . . . . . #covidweddingplanning #covidwedding #goldeneagle #goldeneaglegolfclubweddings #goldeneaglewedding #pittlake #pittlakeweddingphotos #pittlakewedding #pittmeadowsweddingphotographer #teaceremony #rainywedding #rainyweddingday #vancouverweddingphotographer #dirtybootsandmessyhair #madewithmagmod
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